A decent cup of tea.

It hadn't been a day when everything had turned out right –
She called me up and asked me to come over in the night,
To make her cups of tea and listen quietly as she starts
To list the latest list of bastards who have trampled on her heart.

I see her in the nightclubs, I see her in the bars,
At rooftop after-parties, or crammed into friends' cars,
And we talk about the weather, and how she drowns her pain in drink,
And I nod and never ever dare to tell her what I think.

She summers by my seas
But winters without me,
And she cries into her tea
That she's secretly lonely.
And oh me, what am I to do?
It's obvious to me,
But she never seems to see
That it's not about the days when everything has turned out right,
No it's more about the moments when she calls me in the night
To make her cups of tea and wash the weary worries from her head
And then to draw the pain out slowly as I put her into bed.

And I slip this information
Into all our conversations
But she never seems to listen
And she never seems to see.

I just had the best couple of days ever, I saw amber which was awesome. I really can't wait to see her again, which hopefully won't be too long. Also hence the title of my blog, I have officially just started drinking tea and I think I'm falling in love with it. So far my taste is milk and 3 sugars, maybe I'll man up some day and get rid of the sugars but right now its amazing ha. Above all, the thing I'm happiest about the most is that I actually managed to get a job and it's pretty good too! I get paid £7 an hour + commission. Only snag is I've got to take 2 weeks of uni for training from 9-5 but it's ok I guess because I'll be getting paid for it. Anyway, I'm going to bed now. Godspeed xo